My awakening. Never felt like this before. This moment has never happened before. Physical pangs. Thought there was something wrong. Constant butterflies, heart palpitations, empty feeling... can't stop smiling. My chakras opening. I didn't know there were physical symptoms to an awakening until they started happening to me. I thought there was something wrong. I started experiencing weird bumps, lumps and pain about a month before 'the awakening' and then I experienced physical symptoms, mostly around my root chakra and sacral chakra. My menstrual cycle, my digestive system, my breasts, they all experienced shifts and changes. My energy was the highest it has ever been, my heart racing, palpitations like never before. It felt like anxiety, but it wasn't. And then all my energy being taken from me. I could feel the blood pumping slowly through my veins, blocks opening. I lay down with my legs lifted. I could only eat spinach and mushrooms. Food from the Earth. My body was talking to me, and I was listening. There were so many emotions being released during this time, too. I realised that all I could do was be patient with my body. Breathe and be present. My breasts grew, and the shape of my body changed. It really felt like I was going through puberty again. Both the intense emotions, the hormones, the bliss, the pain, and the physical body changes that started happening. I had all the symptoms of pregnancy. My period even stopped for a while, and then it changed. There were so many things. I have written a book basically just on these symptoms, tracking everything I was experiencing because it was so unexplainable. Everything had a reboot. I went to the doctor several times. Scans, tests, the works. I did it all. To be told continuously that everything was normal and I am healthy. It really does make you feel like you're going crazy. It took me long to understand what was happening. And still, to this day, there continues to be a gruffle between my ego and my soul. I feel different than before. Your presence is transcending into me and making me feel like I can be free. You are freeing me. Bringing me back to life. Making me come alive. I feel like I can be every part of myself. I see my life with you in it. You are a part of my story. Never felt so connected to the Earth and myself before. Know that you are loved and protected. Feel abundance and love. I pray for you. For a simple joy and a simple laugh. I pray for the world 🌎 🙏 Spiritual awakening, physical symptoms, cracks open stored energies and emotions, to be released, from this lifetime and lifetime before. We are from the beginning of time, and that is within us. Soul connection and love beyond my mind. Love that I had to find for myself. Love of God, existence, source... unconditional love. Radiating out of me like sunshine. BIG LOVE. Another incomplete, unsent love letter... trying to understand my truth. I can't be anything but true to me. Save the trees 🌳 🎶 Unconditional love is real... the most beautiful thing. We can never know everything. Love should make you feel safe and secure, FREE. I am feeling this insane, incredible love. I see my whole life when I look at you, from the beginning to the end... Life is meant to be enjoyed. Why do we make it so complicated? When I look into your eyes, I can feel everything you're saying and everything you're feeling. Deep breaths. For your precious love, I'd climb the highest mountain ⛰️ Different people have experienced different parts of me. I want you to experience all the parts of me. Right now, because I am on fire. I will light up your world. I will love you like you have never been loved. I have never loved like this before. I feel like I am exploding. I am eternally grateful for this experience and to know this love. This beautiful unconditional love from whence we all came. I know that my purpose is to guide others through this journey from all I have learnt.
